one and a half month has past since summer started.. and i have absolutely no idea what

I have done. I haven't been doing anything concrete.. and i feel srsly quite shit about that

like .. first it's the guilt that you feel like you're not really doing anything. you're not putting

stuff into your brain, instead it's kinda leaking out. you're not exactly making money, instead

you're spending double of what you usually do at school. you stay at home and rot instead of

going out/filling up your schedule. o.o . o.O . O.O

ok. i feel so stupid. like . i had this birthday thing where i had a photoshoot with my friends. i thought, THOUGHT

that it was such a great idea and we could all like have a copy or sth as a memory. but the photos turn out fugs. like

FUGS. and there's nothing we could do about it, cuz it was all taken on film, color and B&W. great

I've finished italian for a week  yet i've technically done nothing

i have really started the job search, and i haven't really revised french either. and french is tmr  haha.

so i guess i'll start some revision afterwards tonight. i cannot believe that i'm this close to the end. and some ofmfriends are already done. like. done done  

so i was lazing around again today watching HH and catching up with ugly betty. eating. clicking around on the web aimlessly. and i realized that my hair was turning brown again.

BROWN TINTS!! which was kinda frustrating cuz i thought the really dark black could last all the way till end of prom, but that subtle brown sheen is coming back again. and im not liking it  so i guess the only solution is to go completely brown again once prom is over  excuses for hair color. hmm

ok why do i feel like i'm still a lunatic typing stuff that people don't even read to myself. haha.

i guess it's how facebook, being so interactive, makes me unable to adapt back to xanga .. which is so .. passive. yes passive

SO. being as bored as i am now, I thought i'd throw up some fotos tht i threw up on facebook .. - how lame -.- to put up the identical fotos 2 times just because i'm using 2 different mediums ..

so  my love for dark colors and white skin are coming to an end. enjoy it while the paleness lasts